This is heartbreaking.

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  • Helen Lutz

    Helen Lutz

    13 күн мурун

    dear colleen,
    your pain and struggles are valid.

  • Celeste S

    Celeste S

    13 күн мурун

    She kinda seems like an ENFP

  • Desi Imes

    Desi Imes

    16 күн мурун

    Hi beautiful I have good day too I have good day too I love you love you baby I love you family love you husband 🇺🇲🇺🇸

  • Juana Pérez Alférez

    Juana Pérez Alférez

    17 күн мурун

    seconds from disaster

  • Ammy Gutierrez

    Ammy Gutierrez

    18 күн мурун

    And I cried for day’s knowing he was gone and I live in NJ and he lived in Boston I saw him get sicker and sicker till he was gone every day I saw him I still miss him till this day

  • Ammy Gutierrez

    Ammy Gutierrez

    18 күн мурун

    My Uncle had cancer and he died and I pray to him every day

  • katofrie


    26 күн мурун

    The scale that's mean to you is absolutely awful! :( Reminds me of that anime app to train your body, and all the anime guys yell at you and calling you mean names while you're working out -_- Awful app

  • Loving LMAC

    Loving LMAC

    27 күн мурун

    Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweee the way they play around with finn is soooooo cute I LUV it

  • Maro Gotto

    Maro Gotto

    Ай мурун

    Colleen her heart is so pure. I really find it so sad when she apologizes for her emotions and almost everything. She is so pure and wants to raise awareness and learn. We need more people like her!

  • my name is not your business

    my name is not your business

    Ай мурун

    I always donate 50$ every month to Croix-Rouge and Schlérose en plaque. 100$ total and I am working 24h/week at mcdo

  • Shyanne Lewing

    Shyanne Lewing

    Ай мурун

    You should lose wait only if you have health issues

  • Rachel Hommert

    Rachel Hommert

    Ай мурун

    The fact that she is apologizing for being a good human and being empathetic really shows who she is. This woman is amazing. She is so kind and compassionate and empathetic. ugh. We need more people like Colleen in this world!!

  • crystal gangaram

    crystal gangaram

    Ай мурун

    Please continue to help those kids.... I see so many on tic tok omg its heartbreaking I cry every time i see those vids. I pray a lot for them hoping God will heal them🙏🙏

  • Whitney Simpson

    Whitney Simpson

    Ай мурун

    I love the TiaBee shirt!!

  • Jamie Stroleny

    Jamie Stroleny

    Ай мурун

    My grandfather was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer on his 81st birthday and he was gone 16 days later. The strongest man I’ve ever known was gone so quickly and so painfully. My aunt has been diagnosed 3 different times with 3 different cancers but she’s the most upbeat, positive person I know. She’s beat all 3. I can’t imagine losing my sweet 3.5 y/o daughter. I would be devastated if anything happened to her. She is my world, my life, my love. Pain for others seems to increase exponentially when you have kids of your own. Keep your head up, we’re all facing our own battles and just because someone else may have it worse, that doesn’t negate the pain we’re going through ♥️

  • Cassandra Mendes

    Cassandra Mendes

    Ай мурун

    Colleen, you’ll always be and remain an angel

  • Soccer Girl 9698

    Soccer Girl 9698

    Ай мурун

    A really good book about cancer is from ant to eagle it is a junior book and Canadian. It is about love and loss it is really sad but tells a really important story

  • Daniel


    Ай мурун


  • Evee's World

    Evee's World

    Ай мурун

    Where is the ring

  • Madison Carrell

    Madison Carrell

    Ай мурун

    Colleen: there might not be a vlog today
    Also Colleen: uploads a 21 min vlog

  • Marla Wettstein

    Marla Wettstein

    Ай мурун

    My mother had cancer in her kidney, she survived but lost one of her kidneys

  • Aliyah Greenwood

    Aliyah Greenwood

    Ай мурун

    Colleen how do u make

  • Brissa Alonso

    Brissa Alonso

    Ай мурун

    I haven’t watched it yet but I’m sure I’m going to cry 🥺
    Update: I’m sobbing 🥺🤍

  • Erin Benites

    Erin Benites

    Ай мурун

    Remember the Special K commercials ( I think it was Special K) where they had a giant scale out in a public place, and they had several women step on it, and instead of weight it said something highly complimentary?

  • Ryanne’s Channel

    Ryanne’s Channel

    Ай мурун

    Omg in the intro like the “Welcome to vlogmas where i vlog everyday” Kory is wearing the same Christmas tree hat that was hung up on mirandas wall in haters back off!

  • Chloe Sibrel

    Chloe Sibrel

    Ай мурун

    Love u queen

  • Kai McHargue

    Kai McHargue

    Ай мурун

    Never feel guilt for feeling your pain. One person’s pain doesn’t need to invalidate anyone else’s.

  • Jeanette Leonard

    Jeanette Leonard

    Ай мурун

    Lmaoo I don’t own a scale

  • Emma-Leigh Mae Belding

    Emma-Leigh Mae Belding

    Ай мурун

    To add on to the invention idea! It could be Bluetooth, you could download an app and program your own sayings or recordings of people being encouraging! You could programme it to track your weight patterns aswell so you could see how to maintain your weight better, while still feeling good

  • Maddy Hill

    Maddy Hill

    Ай мурун

    Hey Colleen, I know you mean well and you’re only talking about how you feel when you’re comparing your struggles to these children, but I struggle with depression and not wanting to wake up some days, and even small thing make me cry because of all this bottled up emotion I have inside of me. So hearing you tell the internet that your depression isn’t as important of a problem as childhood cancer just made me feel invalidated. Of course it’s all different degrees of what’s going on and I can’t even compare myself to what you have going on, but you say you have depression and that you shouldn’t be upset over your life just because other people have it worse just makes my heart sad for not only how I feel, but how you’re feeling about yourself and how many others might feel when they relate to your experiences. Yes, others might have it worse but saying and knowing that won’t fix your problems. When my grandma found out about my cutting and suicidal thoughts, the first thing she said to me was “as bad as you might think you have it, there are plenty out there living a worse life than you”. As much as I know that wasn’t meant to be malicious, in my mind it’s just invalidating what I go through. Don’t invalidate yourself Colleen. You’re strong and your feelings are valid too, despite what others might be going through.

  • Rylee Gregory

    Rylee Gregory

    Ай мурун

    I feel this deeply about similar things and when I'm aching I make sure to be thankful for the hurt I feel for these families and people. My reasoning here is if more people felt as hurt as I do by this, then something will get done about it. It helps me feel better when I hurt for people, if that makes sense.

  • Blossom Tea

    Blossom Tea

    Ай мурун

    You know something is wrong when she puts a period at the end of her title...

  • Caroline Colvin

    Caroline Colvin

    Ай мурун

    recently my grandpa passed away from small cell lung cancer. he had the absolute worst genetic mutations too. he was 74 and made it 9 months. most people even younger than him dont make it that long. i am incredibly grateful. he was my best friend and my whole world. he would've not had his heart surgery 9 years ago if i wasn't born. i was his whole life. we were insanely close but he is now watching over me. i get signs that he's with me every now and then. but lesson of the day, dont smoke. please dont. it WILL be the reason you die. it took 62 years for something to happen to my grandpa. dont think nothing will happen. God bless you all

  • E Dee

    E Dee

    Ай мурун

    *“179 and looking real fine”*

  • Emma Ryan

    Emma Ryan

    Ай мурун

    Seeing Flynn happy makes me so happy

  • Maggie Ramsey

    Maggie Ramsey

    Ай мурун

    Does anyone else think flin looks like he should be home alone
    Just me??

  • SquishyMonkey


    Ай мурун

    Y do u have to do this to me? Y u have to make me cry?

  • Mia Ellingsworth

    Mia Ellingsworth

    Ай мурун

    i love colleen ballinger so so much she is the best pleas pin this love you if you are waching in covd 19 like

  • Chelsea Martin

    Chelsea Martin

    Ай мурун

    I worked at a gentleman's club and I had lots of guys say stuff like youre so meaty! Or youre a big girl! Youre healthy! You must be so confident in your body to do this! Just so many messed up stuff

  • Music Is A Rainbow

    Music Is A Rainbow

    Ай мурун

    I had that same idea! A scale that compliments you! Only I want a feature where you can add your own voice recordings through an app.
    I loved doing Wii Fit except for the fact that it weighs you every single time and the voice would say, “That’s obese!” Like I don’t know that!!!

  • Mia Frankum

    Mia Frankum

    Ай мурун

    I love the fact that you are so pashonate about things that we don't even realize are going on. I love you so much and I feel you.

  • Tiana Ruiz

    Tiana Ruiz

    Ай мурун

    Ok. Im totally late to the party but I would buy that scale. Also I love your sectional. Please tell me where you got it and what it's called. 😊

  • Amaya Johnson

    Amaya Johnson

    Ай мурун

    I love watching colleen videos and I love seeing Flynn, but I care about colleen' s feelings.

  • Kiary Moll

    Kiary Moll

    Ай мурун

    Hello Blessings ❤️🙏🏼❤️ we know that right now we are going through difficult times we need to get closer to God to know more go to HOW TO APPROACH TO JEHOVAH GOD subscribe, Thank you.

  • Alex Walton

    Alex Walton

    Ай мурун

    You should make edible sand for him to dig in with his toys. It’s so simple, just blend up some Cheerios!

  • Mackenzie Gyson

    Mackenzie Gyson

    Ай мурун

    Thank you I needed a happy cry.💜

  • Amy Bakay

    Amy Bakay

    Ай мурун

    My husband's mother is the youngest of 8 kids. 4 of them have died from cancer. One of her living brothers has leukemia and thyroid right now. The other living brother has had prostate cancer 3 times. My mother-in-law and one of her other living brothers are the only 2 to have never had it. My mil has had to have several biopsies. The doctors tell her she does have the breast cancer gene. That her chances of getting it are over 50%. Her two sisters died of breast cancer. Their father also died of cancer. It is one of the scariest things for me, worrying about my son and my husband. My husband refuses to get checked afraid of what he may hear. Not realizing it could actually save his life.

  • Luxy Llama - Roblox

    Luxy Llama - Roblox

    Ай мурун

    I can’t stop laughing at the intro! The Christmas tree hat, OMG so funny!

  • OurHomeschoolJourney


    Ай мурун

    Ugh so sick of the click bait titles, just name your video what it is.

  • Casey Williams

    Casey Williams

    Ай мурун

    179 and looking real fine lol

    • Casey Williams

      Casey Williams

      Ай мурун

      Wait but like also where did Rachel get pants with pockets that fit her hands like guuurl what!?!?

  • mikeyuwu


    Ай мурун

    😂omg flynn just loves his life it's so adorable😭😭

  • Ren Dun

    Ren Dun

    Ай мурун

    Saying "you look healthy" is also really triggering for people suffering with eating disorders too :(

    • Carlee Hawkins

      Carlee Hawkins

      Ай мурун

      @Ren Dun Understandable.

    • Ren Dun

      Ren Dun

      Ай мурун

      @Carlee Hawkins yeah. Most peoples intentions are good but it can be very triggering

    • Carlee Hawkins

      Carlee Hawkins

      Ай мурун

      I think her intentions are good. I don’t think she intended that at all.

    • Breann Archer Not Charli

      Breann Archer Not Charli

      Ай мурун

      It actually triggered me into one. So when I hear that it's not good

  • Josaphah


    Ай мурун

    How about a long body mirror that analyses everything, from shape to weight. Actually that could cause some eating or exercises disorders.

  • Josaphah


    Ай мурун

    Lovely and oddly similar sisters!!! Don't tell us all about your possible business ideas!!!

  • Leslie Wiles

    Leslie Wiles

    Ай мурун

    You are doing such a good thing. I watch you yearly but I love this time of your videos! I share and donate every year now. I balled my eyes out when you read the grieving mother's insta post. I have 2 boys and things naturally hit you in a harder/different way than before. You are an amazing human. Happy Holidays! ❤️

  • Kennedy Starr

    Kennedy Starr

    Ай мурун

    The scale has become a very scary thing for me/ is a traumatic due to anorexia. I would love to see a scale that empowers !

  • Rebekah Chastain

    Rebekah Chastain

    Ай мурун

    I did not expect to cry this much today. Thank you, Colleen. For being the most kind and loving soul that you can be. ✨

  • Eva Vinson

    Eva Vinson

    Ай мурун

    I think someone should invent that scale.

  • Souleen Ramazan

    Souleen Ramazan

    Ай мурун

    Is there anyway I can ever get Colleen to respond to me? 🥺 anyway I can get in contact with her?

  • Star Dragon

    Star Dragon

    Ай мурун

    I had no idea that childhood cancer research was so underfunded. Thank you for sharing, my heart truly breaks for this children. You’ve inspired me to try to help!

  • Bellashep24


    Ай мурун

    This actually made me start crying, I’m going through a lot, obviously nothing comparing to cancer but this touched me so much. Thank you so much Colleen you touch so many lives including mine

  • Michelle


    Ай мурун

    do you ever see peoples comments

  • Brandie Johnson

    Brandie Johnson

    Ай мурун

    "Dang girl, You look soo effing good"
    "179 and looking real fine"
    omfg, I'm dying. lol. I need this product in my life.
    ... or maybe just Kory to narrate everything for me. haha

  • Layla Hinch

    Layla Hinch

    Ай мурун

    Your a really good person.

  • Shanie Cakes

    Shanie Cakes

    Ай мурун

    Ig littlemissmomma stevie lynn stock this is exactly how i felt following her story she was 2 and one day showed motor funtion decrease and found out that she had huge tumor and over 6 weeks u see her dying on her couch with her pacifier and her brothers next to her. Some days she was responsive some not i cant imagine

  • Candace Calverley

    Candace Calverley

    Ай мурун

    We need more people like you in the world and IT WOULD be a better place. I l love everything you stand for girl, I will share this because people need to help these kids fighting everyday with cancer

  • Emerald Bailey

    Emerald Bailey

    Ай мурун

    my birthday was november 25!

  • Grace Skalicky

    Grace Skalicky

    Ай мурун

    I have a horrible eating disorder I just got out of the eating disorder clinic....

  • Heather !!!

    Heather !!!

    Ай мурун

    I would buy that scale in a heartbeat!!!

  • Erin Turner

    Erin Turner

    Ай мурун

    Your a great person COLLEEN

  • Girl Videos with Catherine

    Girl Videos with Catherine

    Ай мурун

    and i told my mom about it😂😂

  • Ashley Azer

    Ashley Azer

    Ай мурун

    Mmmmm OK LOL COLLEEN a oop caps lock was on oops

  • abigail wilson-law

    abigail wilson-law

    Ай мурун

  • becky lee

    becky lee

    Ай мурун

    my grandma has cancer please pray for her:(

  • Bima Loxley

    Bima Loxley

    Ай мурун

    please dont beat yourself up for feeling sad just coz others have it worse, everyone has their own path, pain is pain, pain is subjective, you are allowed to feel it and not apologise for it

  • Cailynn Aguilera

    Cailynn Aguilera

    Ай мурун

    I have a an older sibling who is a cancer survivor and even though I didn't really know what she went through I would ask her and my mom what they went through and it's very tragic to hear some of the things they say and to know other people can be going through that too is very hard to take in. I'm so happy for those who have survived cancer and I applaud you for beating it and for those who are going through it I will pray and support you in any way possible. And to Colleen I hope you know that what you're doing is amazing and though it is hard to see others go through that battle even though it's not affecting you directly I find you as such an inspiration for taking it into your own hands to make this even one of your thoughts during the day and making an impact on the issue that, I think so many kids including myself are grateful for all that you've done what what you may get done in your future.❤️

  • Laura P

    Laura P

    Ай мурун

    I think ‘going through something hard’ doesn’t just have to be situational. If you have mental health issues, or anxiety sometimes getting out of bed or a tissue getting in with your clothes in the wash can feel like the end of the world. Are those circumstances as serious as others, no? But can they feel huge to the person,, yes, it’s not a competition. I lost my brother and that was worse than anything I’ve experienced I don’t want people to feel they can’t talk about their stuff

  • Sharon Cullen Art

    Sharon Cullen Art

    Ай мурун

    Did anyone else notice her shirt says “I feel glorious?” I guess not the correct shirt for the evening. Colleen I am an RN and worked several years in oncology. It was probably one of the best units I ever worked. It gave me a chance to really get to know my patients. I didn’t work with children. Only adults because I would be crying all the time if it were pediatrics. There were many times I would walk into the bathroom to cry then get myself together and go back to work again.

  • Taylor Miller

    Taylor Miller

    Ай мурун

    Hahahaha Kory popping in to let the people KNOW

  • Aves Peters

    Aves Peters

    Ай мурун

    Someone I know passed away 5 years ago, it was so awful. i cant even try to imagine what thee family went through, i just want to say CANCER SUCKS. sorry to be harsh but its true

  • Avery Matteson

    Avery Matteson

    Ай мурун

    I haven't watched yet
    Update: I'm crying 😢😭😭

  • Leonard Susskind's War

    Leonard Susskind's War

    Ай мурун

    Kids deserve more than 4% of the National Cancer Research budget.
    A type of children's brain tumor (DIPG) should not have a 0% survival rate.
    Children should not have to endure treatment meant for adults because new ones haven't been approved for them in literal decades.
    Please, please, please donate. Please spread awareness. Anything helps these kids. They deserve better than this.
    And thank you, Colleen, for being one of the people who recognizes this and does something for them.

  • Hazel Wood

    Hazel Wood

    Ай мурун

    It always breaks my heart to think about kids with cancer. But you, Colleen, give me hope for them, and have inspired me for when I'm older and able to get more money, I want to donate money to cancer children. I made up my mind a year ago, and it's stuck with me. Thank you, stay positive however you can, and you are a beautiful, strong, inspiring woman. Thank you Colleen, whether you see this or not, I needed to say that.

  • Maximos Karpinski

    Maximos Karpinski

    Ай мурун

    omg this i so sad im crying

  • AwesomeGirl585


    Ай мурун

    This woman is absolutely incredible. She really is. But it breaks my heart when I see her go through stuff like this, not just because she’s going through something bad but that she doesn’t let herself be a person, I feel like she doesn’t let her be upset, that she doesn’t let herself be not ok. I also feel like she’s so focused on making other people happy (which I love) that she doesn’t focus on herself enough. This is my direct message to Colleen, it is ok to not be ok, it’s ok be a mess, its ok to be sad and upset about stuff. it’s ok to take time for yourself. Just because people have it worse does NOT make what you are going through any more non-existent.

  • Evalynn


    Ай мурун

    I've been having a hard day.. Well, a hard few months. After over a decade of hospital and doctor visits and watching my body slowly deteriorate, I finally got a proper diagnosis in September. Great news, but it came with knowing the only way to alleviate some of my symptoms is to have brain surgery. So I go in for surgery on Monday. I had made my peace with everything, I had it all planned out, I knew how it was going to go, until I got a call on Wednesday telling me I can't have anyone with me before or after. I have to do this completely alone. Because of selfish people. So I've been having a rough time too.

  • Grace Gabriela

    Grace Gabriela

    Ай мурун

    Erik's vampire diaries werewolf training really came in handy here

  • Rebekah _H

    Rebekah _H

    Ай мурун

    We neeeed Kory to be the voice of the scale!!

  • Simran Kaur

    Simran Kaur

    Ай мурун

    Flynn should be a business man who loves dar dars lol 😆

  • Maya Marston

    Maya Marston

    Ай мурун

    GIRL! that computer is bigger than my tv?!

  • Claire Porter

    Claire Porter

    Ай мурун

    Flynn's laugh 😍🙊

  • Karen M

    Karen M

    Ай мурун

    Positive reinforcement scale

  • a arguellez

    a arguellez

    Ай мурун

    I think we can all agree that Erik is such a kind magical SOUL😤😤😭😭

  • Tillytom Jones

    Tillytom Jones

    Ай мурун

    I weigh 179... thank you Cory

  • Brandy Pfeil

    Brandy Pfeil

    Ай мурун

    Colleen, pain is pain. Sadness is sadness. We are all in this battle called life together, and it's never a competition. No one would say that your happiness is less valid because of what caused it, so why is it okay to say your sadness isn't valid because someone has a stronger reason to be sad or feel pain. That's right, it's not. But we all still fall into this pattern of comparing our pain in order to validate it.
    It's simple...YOUR EMOTIONS and FEELINGS and THOUGHTS are all valid. Always.
    I have been watching your videos religiously this year. It's the only bright light in dealing with my Dad's passing. Seeing you so openly share your thoughts, feelings, and emotions with the world has been so so helpful in me trying to navigate my own.
    You are such an amazing individual and you bring this world so much light and love, and I wish we could be friends IRL.
    Thank you for all you do to bring light into this world. xoxo

  • Upnorth 3390

    Upnorth 3390

    Ай мурун

    Honestly Colleen I respect you so much for all your involvement for the childhood cancer charity. Your right about the hard part. Especially when it comes to children and animals just kills me. I say this from the bottom of my heart "Thank God for people like you" that stay passionate no matter how hard it gets. Thank you!

  • Tatiana Lathrop

    Tatiana Lathrop

    Ай мурун

    My nephew was diagnoses with leukemia when he was 3 on New Year’s Day 2017 and it was so hard seeing him and his little body going through so much and just wishing I could take his pain. He’s been through so much and it hurts seeing him going through that and just trying to stay positive for him because that’s what he needs.

  • Mel Mitchell

    Mel Mitchell

    Ай мурун

    The live stream isn’t working for me 🥺 just saying ‘we’ll be starting soon’

  • Patti Vergerio

    Patti Vergerio

    Ай мурун

    I want to buy a 20.00 ticket now. How do I do it??

  • Kaylee Dowd

    Kaylee Dowd

    Ай мурун

    colleen i love her omg